Entry 1 β’ April 10th 2025
Dear Diary,
Today is the day I start this blog. I am very happy with how it turned out... I have had this idea in my head for a while, and I am finally happy to say it is a reality. 
Recently, life has been rather hectic for me. I've been in and out of appointments, receiving an enhanced CPA, and being referred to a psychosis and trauma therapy. 
It's been stressful due to going to and from appointments. Leaving the house is stressful for me... Not to mention, having to sort out my disability payments as well. (γ£
βΈ - Ο) I have been on and off sedatives, too. I feel like they are too strong though as I end up just sleeping for a few days before they wear off. γThank you, Promethazine!γ (//_β©) ｑｑｑ
My sweetheart has been taking good care of me, though. Making me food, helping me when I get overwhelmed, ensuring I am safe and will not fall.. γAdmittedly, I have fallen multiple times recently 
γ I love him dearly. He's insanely sweet and never finds it annoying to deal with me.. 
He is a blessing amongst humans. I appreciate him more than words can ever explain.
Physical health hasn't improved despite being on medication... I will have to go through more tests after my pills run out sadly. 
Can't wait to have 55 blood tests in one month again..! It's okay though... I have support around me (my cutest fiancΓ© ever) so I think I can survive a couple of more months... Fufu. 